i assume, in the future, this is written,
and my prodigy might have read it;
so, as i write it, and, as i’m smitten,
he tells me what he gets from what i’ve writ,
and, in that way, the finished product
is a function of itself, something i
never wrote, sent back to me, tucked
away in the ether of his mind’s eye.
How does this happen? Every event
is predetermined, a mathematical
consequence of what’s already been spent,
so future events might just as well cull
the past—time requires no direction.
this poem, then, is a product of
the past and the future acting in unison,
shaping the moment that defines his love.
So everything i write is a cross between
what happened before, and what occurs,
now, retroactively. I am the mean.
I simply project what the good infers,
and take inspiration from that projection,
seeing the present, then, in a new light.
I take solace, soon enough, in his correction,
knowing, as he does, my every plight.
A day, overwhelmed, by mathematical questions, getting nothing done but answering them—and forgetting, a little, the answers. I don’t write everything down; i do a lot, now, in my head, and trust that i will be able to access it later, when the time to apply it, directly, to my work, should come. It’s easier than writing down a jumbled mess, and going back, after a while, trying to understand what I intended. The ideas are still taking shape.
I believe, at this time, that i am helping him write one of his masterpieces—that the person i am now, shaped by his masterpiece, is a source of inspiration. When i read his masterpiece, then, I, unconsciously, was adding up all the pieces that would lead to the person i am now, just as he, when he wrote it, was adding up all the pieces that would lead to the person that read it.
Time, in 5D, is as much a place as it is an event—a change that we go to, a change that we can return to indefinitely. How do we shift from one time and place to the next? Don’t we create new things, and, to go back, observe the things that we created, back then, that defined the area?