As long as I was in Hitler’s head and he was actually broadcasting my voice, the good in me was dished out over time and space like a newsletter. The words he was actually hearing and or broadcasting in his head were directed towards those that, while talented, exploited themselves and others. So, in effect, I was playing offense by looking past the people that were dumping their backs on me and or my energy in the past and in the future.
I may not have been able to stop Hitler from making history, but I could use him to spread the life and the love I both felt and followed throughout time and space. The guy was basically like a high speed internet server.
I wondered, of course, what Eva was saying. How was McCord influencing both time and space? Well, McCord wasn’t in to projecting and trying to keep up with telepathic family and friends, but he wasn’t a bad person (yet) and he wanted to be a part of what I was doing. He didn’t want me feeling what Hiter felt when Hitler was having sex unless he was feeling what Eva felt when she was having sex. He had his reasons: it’s important to note that when we have sex with our companion we are in the process of going in the same direction together, so, in effect, we are making them a part of our blood-family. If I was just having sex with Eva (without McCord being inside her head) then I might’ve been drawn in to Eva’s world, and, in doing that, I might’ve been drawn away from McCord’s world. (He wanted the light in us to be in sync, so we’d be a family in heaven).
There is no historical evidence that Eva Braun used drugs and or abused alcohol, but, according to McCord, Eva ate chocolate with Pervitin in it for a while and then, as civilian life became increasingly stressed, she took more Pervitin and, according to McCord, took barbiturates and or sleeping pills to come down. So, according to McCord, she was a user, and, according to McCord, she lived a life that revolved around fashion trends, photography, and leisure, which, according to McCord, was always a little more fun after nibbling on a special chocolate bar—or taking a pill and skipping the chocolate (if you were gaining weight), which was unlikely since Pervitin does away with your appetite. It can even make food taste like cardboard.
Eva basically used Pervitin like people today drink coffee. In fact, a plentitude of Nazi Germany, soldiers and housewives, too, used Pervitin.
It was no secret that Pervitin was used to treat depression, and, because of that, when you took it, you didn’t always consider it a permanent fix—since, you, in a perfect state, wouldn’t be depressed. Eva believed that she was depressed not because of a general condition or because she’d done something wrong, but because, in effect, the direction the world was going in had to be rectified such that everybody would recognize the true state of the German people—a nation that had been suppressed by capitalism and communism. She also believed that all the jews in Germany were proof that the Jews couldn’t live with themselves, and, therefore, they were bad.